Have you ever thought of looking for the most perfect person who can be with you for the rest of your life. What if you found this person? A girl who can make you happy. Someone who just met your standards and like everything that’s in her personality is just the right type you are looking for. You found her, but it seems to be not the right time. Let’s say, in college. You met her and knew her a year before she’s going to graduate. I mean, I might be dating her, but I just can’t ask her to be my girl for the reason that, there may be things that’s going to unexpectedly happen. Like, by the middle of the year, we’d split up, and everything’s just going to be a waste. If you meet the very person whom you would like to be forever is definitely a chance of a lifetime. It would just be like slippin’ an opportunity which you just grabbed in your hands.
I’m afraid of losing someone who could be mine. But if she can’t be mine now, then maybe she can’t be mine forever. She might meet someone else, and that would mean, I won’t be able to meet a girl like her ever again. I dunno, but everything is just so confusing. I want to ensure that she won’t be with someone else. But, if I’ll be courting her, I might end up wasting everything. There might be times that due to such a young age, we might be separating ways.
I’m always thinking about this. I don’t want to waste everything. And I’m always hoping that she’s thinking the same way. But whatever happens and if time allows me to do so, I’ll surely find you.